My unholy experience of having an affair with my brother-in-law
It describes two nondescript life experiences full of desire for sex. In fact, correct sexual psychology is the key to facing sex. After all, human life is beautiful because of sex!
He started to pounce He came over to kiss me and pressed me under him. Maybe it was the alcohol that stimulated me, but I didn’t hide away and let him hold me and kiss me. That’s it. We had sex that night, and I began to regret it. We should do it that way, after all, our relationship is too improper, and if it is found out, our end will be very miserable.
My cousin works outside for a long time, so she rarely goes home. My brother-in-law works in a hair salon. After my sister went out to work, my brother-in-law, I, and their son were the only ones left at home. In the beginning, I rarely talked to my brother-in-law, maybe I had less contact with him, and my brother-in-law didn’t talk much to begin with, so I rarely talked to him. Our only contact was when we were at home together when he was working the evening shift. After breakfast, there was almost no time for contact. I hadn't gotten up when he went to work in the morning, and I went to bed when he got off work. We couldn't get along at all, until one time completely changed our relationship.
It should be around five months. My sister is going to work in Malaysia for half a month. I am still at home as usual. My brother-in-law also goes to and from work as usual. I am a moonlighter and like to watch movies at night. I can surf the Internet on the TV and sleep during the day. Because it is convenient to watch TV and it happens to be summer, I sleep on the sofa and share an air conditioner with my brother-in-law. Because the living room and the room are separated, as long as my brother-in-law sleeps without closing the door, the air-conditioning in the living room will be cool. It can blow into the room. At first, I thought this was a good way to get the best of both worlds. It not only allowed me to lie comfortably on the sofa and watch TV and surf the Internet, but also saved electricity bills. But it was this way that made me think it was the best of both worlds.
He started sleeping on the sofa with me. I didn’t think it was strange at first, because our family seems to like sleeping on the sofa. It’s convenient. Besides, sleeping on the sofa in summer means leaving the balcony It would feel more comfortable with the windows open, so I didn’t think much about it.
Not long after that, he would start holding my hand to sleep, and I didn’t do anything. Being naive and simple, I thought he was just having a nightmare, so he would hold my hand like that. It made him feel safe. Gradually, the frequency increased. At first, I didn’t avoid it. I wanted to know what he wanted to do next. After a few nights, he began to touch my face and hold my hand. Hand, kiss my hand, I don't avoid it, I just want to know what he wants to do, I thought he regarded me as my sister, that's why he acted like that, because I am very similar to my sister, but I lack the temperament of my sister, and I am not as tall as her.
One time after get off work, my brother-in-law invited some of his friends home for a drink.I was watching TV at home as usual, and they didn't go back until after one o'clock. My brother-in-law was probably too drunk to sleep, so he came out to talk to me and asked me to drink with him. I don't have a good drinking capacity, but I still drank with him. After all, he It was my brother-in-law, and I could only obey what he said. After drinking two cans of beer, I felt dizzy and wanted to lie down on the sofa to sleep. He might also be drunk, so he asked me if I was an elder sister or a younger sister. I also felt dizzy. Huhu smiled and replied that she was my sister.
He started to rush over to kiss me and press me under him. Maybe it was the alcohol that stimulated me, but I didn’t move away and let him hold me and kiss me. That’s it, that night we We had sex, and I began to regret it. I shouldn't have done that. After all, our relationship was too inappropriate, and if it was known, our fate would be miserable.
After that night, I tried to avoid him, tried not to contact him, and tried not to talk as much as possible, but I still wouldn’t go too far. In terms of face, I was still the same as usual, and I wouldn’t deliberately avoid him. In order not to let him feel that our relationship would be more awkward later, but he actually regarded my unintentional avoidance as the reason for him to violate me for the second time. In his eyes, I agreed to continue to develop with him. The second time I don’t remember how it happened, and I can’t blame him entirely. It’s also my fault for not avoiding or dodging, but I really don’t know how to refuse.
He said he likes to sleep with me. That’s for sure. I’ve slept with a man before him. Sleeping with me is definitely much more comfortable than sleeping with my sister. .
Emotions come from sleeping. I have to admit that after many relationships ended, I fell in love with my brother-in-law. I changed from passive to active. I hope that I can take the initiative to be with him. He spent more time with me. I thought it would alleviate the emptiness in my heart, so I had hope that I would wait for him to come back from get off work, just to talk to him, and just to sleep with him. I became I am becoming more and more greedy. What I hope is that he can accompany me every night. I gradually don’t want my sister to come back, so that I can be with him every day.
About mid-October, my sister found out that my brother-in-law had a relationship with a female customer at the hair salon, so she started to quarrel with my brother-in-law. Of course, I helped my sister. My brother-in-law shouldn't. My sister has made up her mind to separate from my brother-in-law this time. After all, this is not the first time my brother-in-law has made a mistake. Besides, my sister is richer than my brother-in-law. My sister bought the house here. All the Almost everything was given to my brother-in-law by my sister. If my sister wanted to leave him, he had no way to keep her and he had no right to say no.
I am afraid that my brother-in-law will lose everything after leaving my sister. Even if he will not lose everything, after all, he will lose a lot if he leaves my sister. He has a rich wife, a well-behaved son, and I love him out of my heart. , I helped my brother-in-law persuade my sister not to be so impulsive, to think more about the children, and not to let the children become the children of a single parent. After all, the children are still young, and the seven-year relationship should not be broken off immediately. My sister thought about it for two days, I promised my brother-in-law not to divorce him, but I don’t allow it.He makes another mistake.
My brother-in-law may also be scared. After all, if my sister comes for real, he will lose too many things that he can have now. Later, although our relationship was less frequent, it still happened.
This lasted until November. My aunt never came that month, so I bought a test strip to take a test. I found out I was pregnant, and it was more than thirty days old when I found out. I married my brother-in-law and asked him what to do. He told me to take it off. I knew it was a sure thing to take it off, but I was pregnant with his child. Who could I ask to accompany me to the hospital?
Actually, I didn’t want to take it off. It did a lot of damage to my body. The most important thing is that the child is his. I know our relationship will not last long, so I think the child is the only thing he can give me. But just because of my concern , he got angry and said that I had a problem with my thinking. What can I say? The most important thing when you are with him is not to pierce the emotional layer. Once you pierce the emotional layer, we are done playing, and he will never come back. When I was with him, because I was afraid of losing him, I kept suppressing my feelings for him and didn't dare to show them.
I went to the hospital for an abortion on December 7, and he accompanied me. I originally went alone at first, but the doctor refused to let me do it alone, saying that someone had to sign for it. , later I called him, and he came over. In fact, I was very happy that he could come over. At least I felt that he was accompanying me. After the operation, I was still awake from the anesthesia, and the doctor asked me to rest. I lay in the room for a while, and he stayed with me. At that time, I really felt so happy. I felt that I was doing everything willingly and without any grievances.
I thought he would be moved by the fact that I had paid so much for him. After all, I had an abortion for him when I was 18, and there was no one to take care of me at home. I originally thought that this way I would be able to get along with him. We got closer, and I joked with him, saying that I handled everything well without letting my sister find out anything, and asked him to reward me, so I asked him to promise me two things:
The first is that unless one day I don’t want to sleep with him, he has to sleep with me;
The second is that I hope he can treat me as a mistress. In fact, I also feel that I It's quite silly. He can't do these two things at all. Our relationship is simply not allowed by the world. How can it be possible? I want him to sleep with me and he will sleep with me. And there is no way he likes me. How could he treat me as a mistress? But I just hope that he can deal with me and treat me as a mistress. I don’t want to follow him for so long and get nothing. At least the mistress is a status. At least the mistress can prove that I was once It's his woman.
On the third day after the abortion, it was past 11 o'clock in the evening. Maybe it was because I drank a glass of cold water and my stomach felt a little uncomfortable. I sent him a message and he came back in a hurry. I hope he can sleep with me. I said I have been waiting for him to come back for a long time.
So I started to act like a baby and asked him to sleep with me for one night, but he didn’t agree. No matter what I said, he didn’t agree, soI got angry, and so did he. He said sleeping with me was uncomfortable, uneasy, and unsteady. He said that I like to move around. I felt aggrieved when I heard that. Since sleeping with me was so uncomfortable, I didn’t do it at first. Why do you want to sleep with me?
So I started to make trouble and refused to let him sleep. He started to scold me, saying that I was getting bolder and more reckless. I didn’t understand. What was wrong with me? , I just hope that he can sleep with me for one night and hug me. After all, he begged me to sleep with him in the beginning, but now he said this. He actually said: "I gave you everything I can give you." , I care about everything that I should care about. Do you still want me to hold you, touch you and say I love you? Do you want me to fall in love with you? Do you think it is possible? You are really funny! Don't make trouble with me anymore, don't make me resent you!"
When I heard him say these words, I was really speechless. I didn't expect anything, I just hoped that when I needed it, He can also accompany me. He actually said such cruel words. What he means now is to end our relationship. I have no choice but to be obedient. When a man wants to leave you, everything you do will be in vain. It's just a waste of effort. After all, what can I do? If I am obedient, he will not come to me again. If I make trouble, it will only make him resent me more. What can I do? I am afraid that he will be angry with me and that he will resent me. , I could only walk out of his room and send him a message saying that this would never happen again.
I am very sad. I sat alone on the balcony and cried all night on such a cold day. I really felt so wronged. Why did the relationship turn the other way? After all, he was the one who came to me in the first place. , but now I am so sad, so resigned, I have done so much, paid so much, and in the end it was him who kicked me away!
I understand that he is also afraid that my sister will find out. Our relationship, after all, if my sister finds out, his fate will be more serious than if he flirts with women outside, but I think he is too selfish. After all, if my sister finds out, I will be hurt less than him, and I will lose something. It won't be any less than him, but he just wants to go so far.
It’s all my own fault. After all, our relationship was wrong from the beginning. Who can I blame for this result? It’s just that I have too much dissatisfaction in my heart. I feel wronged. Why did I pay? After so much, I got this result. I knew that no matter what I did, I would never be able to be with him. I didn’t have any extravagant expectations about how I could be with him. I just hoped that he would give me a boyfriend like a man. Maybe I am overestimating my concern for him. After all, our relationship could not allow him to treat me like that. I just feel that men are always like this. His playful mentality makes me feel like I want to take revenge on him and the world. All men.
