diary of a madman

category:Family and Friendship newstime:03-24-2024

The novel tells the story of a "madman" in the first person voice. He is afraid of everyone's eyes and always feels that people want to harm him and eat him. The doctor saw him and asked him to "recuperate", and he thought it was to make him fat so that he could eat more meat. He remembered that his elder brother once told him about "changing children to eat" and "sleeping with skin and eating flesh". Then he remembered that when the "sister" died, the elder brother persuaded his mother not to cry, so he thought that the sister was eaten by the elder brother. The more the "madman" resisted "cannibalism", the more he was considered a "madman". When he was completely disappointed in changing the surrounding environment, he also "cured" and went to be an officer-in-waiting somewhere. The "madman" in the novel is actually an awakened intellectual figure. He is surrounded by people whose souls have been eroded by feudal ethics. What he fears and resists is the feudal tradition of cannibalism.

A certain gentleman, Kunzhong, whose name is withheld now, is still a good friend in middle school in the past; separated Over the years, the news gradually disappeared. A few days ago, I heard that he was seriously ill. When he returned to his hometown, he took a roundabout way to visit, but he only met one person, who said that the patient was his younger brother. Lao Jun came all the way to see me, but he has recovered early and is waiting somewhere. Because of his laughter, he showed me two volumes of his diary, saying that he could see his illness that day and might as well present it to his old friends. If you read it carefully, you will know what is wrong with it, such as "persecution mania". The language is quite confusing and incoherent, and there are many absurd words. There is no moon or day on it, but the ink color and font are different. It seems that it was not written at one time. There are also some connections between them, and here is a summary for medical research. There are errors in the language in the record, and it is difficult to change a word; but although the names of the people are all from the village, not known to the world, and have nothing to do with the general description, they are all easy to distinguish. As for the title of the book, I wrote it after my recovery and will not change it. Met on April 2nd, seventh year.

Tonight, there is very good moonlight.

I haven’t seen him for more than thirty years ; I saw you today and I feel very refreshed. Only then did I realize that I had been in a daze for the past thirty years or so; however, I had to be very careful. Otherwise, why would the Zhao family's dog even look at me? I am rightly afraid.
There is no moonlight at all today, I know something is wrong. When he went out carefully in the morning, Zhao Guiweng had a strange look in his eyes: he seemed to be afraid of me, as if he wanted to harm me. There were seven or eight people whispering about me, but they were afraid that I would see them. Do something detrimental to them. This is true for everyone along the way. The most ferocious person among them opened his mouth and smiled at me. I felt cold from head to toe, knowing that their arrangements were all in place. I am not afraid, I will still go my way. A group of children in front were also talking about me; their eyes were the same as Zhao Guiweng's, and their faces were livid. I think I have some grudge against the child, and he does the same. I couldn't help shouting, "Tell me!" and they ran away. I thought: What grudges do I have with Zhao Guiweng, people on the same road? There is no grudge; only twenty years ago, Mr. Gu Jiu's old journal was kicked, and Mr. Gu Jiu was very unhappy. Although Zhao Guiweng didn't know him, he must have heard the news and expressed his grievances. He made a promise to people on the road to fight against me. But what about small children? At that time, they were not born yet, so why are they still opening their strange eyes today, as if they were afraid of me and seemed to want to harm me. This really scares me, makes me curious and sad. I understand. This is what their mother-in-law taught me! I always can't sleep at night. Everything must be studied before you can understand it. They - some of them were caned by the magistrate, some of them were slapped in the mouth by a gentleman, some of the yamen took possession of his wife, and some of them were forced to death by their creditors; at that time, they His face was not as scared or fierce as yesterday. The strangest thing is that the woman on the street yesterday beat her son and said, "I'm going to bite you a few times before I get angry!" But she looked at me. I was startled and couldn't hide it; the group of people with green faces and fangs burst into laughter. Chen Laowu caught up and dragged me back home. Drag me home, and everyone at home pretends not to know me ; Their eyes are also the same as others. After entering the study, he locked the door behind him, as if he was locking up a chicken or duck. This incident makes me more and more unable to guess the details. A few days ago, the tenants of Langzi Village came to complain about the shortage. My eldest brother said that a big evil man in their village was beaten to death by everyone; a few people dug out his heart and liver, fried them in oil and ate them to strengthen their courage. I interrupted, and both the tenant and the eldest brother looked at me. Only today did I realize that their vision was exactly the same as that of the group outside. When I think about it, I feel cold from the top of my head to my heels. If they can eat people, they may not eat me. Look at what the woman said about "biting you a few times", and a The smile of the green-faced man with fangs, and the tenant's words the day before yesterday, were clearly a code. I saw that his words were full of poison and his smile was full of knives. Their teeth are all white and sharp, they are cannibals. According to my own opinion, although I am not a bad person, I have kicked the Gu family Book, it's hard to say. They seemed to have ulterior motives, which I couldn't guess at all. Besides, when they fall out, they start talking about people.It's evil people. I still remember that my elder brother taught me how to make a speech. No matter how good a person is, if he repeats a few words from him, he will make a few circles; if he forgives a bad person, he will say, "He is a genius who is different." How could I guess what they were thinking? Besides, it was time to eat. Everything must be studied before you can understand it. People have often eaten people since ancient times. I still remember it, but I don’t know it clearly. I looked up the history and found that there was no chronology in the history, and the words "benevolence, justice and morality" were written on each crooked page. I couldn't sleep anyway, so I read carefully for half the night, and then I saw the words between the words. There were two words written all over the book, which were "cannibalism"! There are so many words written in the book, and so many words said by the tenants , but they all looked at me with strange eyes and smiles. I am a human being too, and they want to eat me! In the morning, I sat quietly for a while. Chen Laowu brought in rice, a bowl of vegetables and a bowl of steamed fish; the fish's eyes were white and hard, and its mouth was open, just like that group of people who wanted to eat people. After eating a few chopsticks, I couldn't tell if it was a fish or a human being, so I vomited it out. I said, "Lao Wu, tell me, I'm so bored." , I want to take a walk in the garden." Lao Wu refused and left. After a while, he came and opened the door. I will not move, studying how they manipulate me; I know they will definitely Refuses to relax. really! My eldest brother attracted an old man and walked slowly towards him. His eyes were full of fierceness, and he was afraid that I would see it. He just lowered his head to the ground and looked at me secretly from the side of his glasses. The eldest brother said, "You seem fine today. "I say yes. "The eldest brother said, "I invite Mr. He to come and give you a diagnosis today. ” I said “Okay!” "Actually, don't I know that this old man is pretending to be an executioner! He is just using the name of pulse checking to guess the fatness and infertility. Because of this merit, he will also get a piece of meat to eat. I am not afraid either; although I don't eat people, I am more courageous than them. Still strong. He stretched out his two fists to see how he would attack. The old man sat, closed his eyes, touched for a while, and stayed there for a while. Then he opened his ghost eyes and said, "Don't think too much." Just rest quietly for a few days and you'll be fine. ”Don’t think about it, just raise it quietly! It’s fattened up, Of course they can eat more; what's the benefit to me, how can I be "well"? These people want to eat people, but they are also sneaky, trying to cover up, and don't dare to attack directly. It really makes me laugh to death . I couldn't help it, so I laughed loudly, very happily. I knew that there was a lot of courage and righteousness in this laughter. The old man and the eldest brother both lost their color, suppressed by my courage and righteousness.< /span>But I have the courage, the more they want to eat me and take advantage of this courage. The old man crossed After leaving the house and walking not far, he whispered to his eldest brother, "Eat quickly! "The eldest brother nodded. It turns out you are there too! This big discovery, although it seems unexpected, is also expected: the person who joins forces to eat me is my brother!The one who eats people is my brother!I am the brother of a cannibal!I myself was eaten by others, but I am still the brother of the cannibal!< span style="font-size: 16px;">I have taken a step back and thought these days: Even if the old man is not pretending to be an executioner, but is really a doctor, he is still a cannibal. On the "Materia Medica" made by their ancestor Li Shizhen, it clearly says that human flesh can be fried and eaten. ; Can he still say that he doesn’t eat people?As for my eldest brother , and did not accuse him unfairly. When he was lecturing to me, he personally said that he could "change his son and eat it"; another time when he happened to talk about a bad person, he said that not only should he be killed, but he should also be "eat meat". "Skin". I was still young at that time, and my heart was beating for a long time. The day before yesterday, the tenant of Langzi Village told me about eating heart and liver. He was not surprised and kept nodding. It can be seen that my mind is as ruthless as before. Since I can "Easy" "If you eat it by eating it, everything is easy to get, and anyone can eat it. I used to just listen to his preaching, and I was confused. But now I know that when he is preaching, not only is his lips smeared with human oil, but his heart is full of It means eating people.< /span>It’s pitch black, I don’t know whether it’s day or night. The Zhao family’s dog It screamed again.The ferocity of a lion, the cowardice of a rabbit , the cunning of the fox...Seven I know their methods, and I won’t kill them directly. , and I didn’t dare, for fear of causing trouble. So they all contacted each other, set up a trap, and forced me to commit suicide. Just look at the appearance of the men and women on the street a few days ago, and what my elder brother did in the past few days, you can understand It's eight or nine points. It's best to take off your belt, hang it on the beam, and strangle yourself tightly; they are not guilty of murder, and they have fulfilled their wish, so they will naturally let out a whimpering laugh with joy. Otherwise, they will be frightened. I am so sad, even though I am a little thin, I can still give a few words of approval.They only eat dead meat! ——I remember reading in some book that there is a kind of thing called "Hai Yi Na", which has ugly eyes and appearance. It often eats dead meat, chews even the huge bones carefully, and then swallows it. It's scary to think about it. "Hai Yi Na" is the relative of the wolf, and the wolf is the parent family of the dog. The day before yesterday, the Zhao family's dog looked at me a few times, which showed that he was also complicit and had been contacted for a long time. The old man looked at the ground, how could he hide it from me? The most pitiable thing is my eldest brother. He is also a human being. Not afraid; and what about joining forces to eat me? Or are you just used to it and don’t think it’s wrong? Or have you lost your conscience and committed the crime knowingly? I curse the cannibals, starting with them; I must persuade them Those who turn to cannibalism should start with him first. In fact, by now, they should have understood this truth... Suddenly a man came; he was only about twenty years old, and his appearance was not very good. Clearly, with a smile on his face, he nodded to me, but his smile didn't look like a real smile. I asked him, "Cannibalism is a thing, right?" He still smiled and said, "It's not a year of famine, how can he eat people?" I immediately knew that he was also a member of the group and liked cannibalism, so I had the courage to A hundred times more, I have to ask him. "Right?"< span style="font-family: 宋体,楷体;">"Why are you asking him about such things? You really know how to... tell jokes. ... Today is the dayVery good. ”The weather is good and the moon is very bright. But I I want to ask you, “right? "He didn't take it seriously. He replied with a hint of confusion, " No...""Wrong? Why did they eat it? ! ”"Nothing...""Nothing? Eat it now in Langzi Village; there is also a book that says, red and new! ”He changed his face, as green as iron. He opened his eyes and said , "There are many, this has always been the case..." "It's always been like this, right? ”"I don't want to tell you these truths; anyway, you shouldn't say them. , you say it’s your fault! ”I jumped up and opened my eyes, but the man disappeared. He was sweating profusely all over his body. He was much younger than my eldest brother, but he was also in the same group; his mother must have taught him this first. He was afraid that he had already taught it to his son; so even the children They all looked at me fiercely. I want to eat people, but I am afraid of being eaten by others, so I look at each other with extremely suspicious eyes.......Without this thought, it is so comfortable to walk, eat and sleep without worrying about work. This is just a threshold, a moment. They are father and son brothers. Husbands and wives, friends, teachers, students, enemies, and strangers all formed a group, encouraged and supported each other, and refused to cross this step until death.Early in the morning, I went to look for my eldest brother; he stood outside the hall door looking at the sky, so I walked behind him, blocked the door, and spoke to him very calmly and kindly. ,"Brother, I have something to tell you. ”"That's what you say," he quickly turned around, Nod."I only have a few words, but I can't say them. . Brother, probably the barbaric people back then had eaten a few people. Later, because of different thoughts, some stopped eating people and just wanted to be good to others, so they changed into real people. Some still eat them - just like insects, some have transformed into fish, birds, monkeys, and even humans. Some of them are not good, and they are still bugs to this day. This cannibal is so ashamed compared to the non-cannibal. A monkey who is afraid of being ashamed of being a bug is still far, far behind. "It was a long time ago that Yi Ya steamed his son and gave it to Jie and Zhou. Who knew that from the time Pangu opened up the world, he would continue to eat Yi Ya's son; from Yi Ya's son , and ate all the way to Xu Xilin⑼; from Xu Xilin, they ate all the way to the people caught in Langzi Village. Last year, prisoners were killed in the city, and there was also a tuberculosis man who dipped steamed buns in the blood and licked them."They want to eat me, and you can't think of it alone; but why bother to join the gang? . Cannibals can't do anything; they can eat me, they can eat you, and they can eat themselves in a group. But as long as you take a step forward, as long as you change it immediately, everyone will be at peace. Although this has always been the case, we can be extra close today, even if we say we can’t! Brother, I believe you can say that the tenants wanted to reduce their rent the day before yesterday, but you said you couldn't. ”At first, he just sneered, and then his eyes became fierce. As soon as their hidden secret was revealed, his face turned blue. There was a group of people standing outside the gate, including Zhao Guiweng and his dog, who all poked their heads in. Some of them had no visible faces and seemed to be wearing cloth. Covered; some still have green faces and fangs, smiling with pursed lips. I know they are a group, they are all cannibals. But I also know that their minds are very different. One kind thinks that it has always been like this and they should eat; the other kind knows that they are cannibals. He shouldn’t eat, but he still wanted to eat, and he was afraid that others would tell him off, so after hearing my words, he became even more angry, but he pursed his lips and sneered.At this time, the eldest brother suddenly showed a fierce look and shouted loudly, "Get out! What’s so good about a madman! ”At this time, I learned another thing about their ingenuity. Not only did they refuse to change, but they had already made plans to cover me up with the name of a madman. If I eat it in the future, not only will it be safe, but I'm afraid someone will take notice. The tenant said that everyone ate a bad person, and this was exactly the method. This is their old score!Chen Laowu also walked in angrily. How can you hold my tongue? I have to tell this group of people, ;">"You can change it, start from the bottom of your heart! You must know that cannibals will not be allowed to live in the world in the future."If you don't change, you will eat up too. Even if they give birth to many more, they will be eliminated by real people, just like a hunter who kills the wolf cubs! ——Same as a bug! ”That group of people were all driven away by Chen Laowu . The eldest brother didn’t know where he was. Chen Laowu advised me to go back to the house. The house was completely dark. The beams and rafters were shaking above my head; after shaking for a while, they grew louder and piled on top of me.It’s so heavy that I can’t move; he means to kill me. I know His heaviness was fake, so he struggled out, sweating all over. But he had to say, "You should change it immediately, sincerely! You must know that in the future, cannibals will not be tolerated..." October 11The sun does not rise either, The door is not opened, and there are only two meals a day.I pinch When I pick up my chopsticks, I think of my elder brother; I know my sister is deadThe reason is all his. My sister was only five years old at that time, and her cute and pitiful appearance is still in front of me. His mother couldn't stop crying, but he persuaded her not to cry; probably because he had eaten it, he felt a little sorry when he cried. If you still feel sorry for yourself,...The girl was eaten by her elder brother, Whether my mother knows or not, I don’t know. My mother wanted to know; but when she cried, she did not explain it. , I probably think it should be. I remember when I was four or five years old, I was sitting in front of the hall enjoying the cool air. My eldest brother said that if my mother-in-law was sick, a son should cut off a piece of meat and cook it for him to eat, in order to be considered a good man; my mother did not say no. If you can eat one piece, you can naturally eat the whole thing. But the way I cried that day, now that I think about it, is really sad. It’s really a strange thing.TwelveCan’t think about it anymore. A place that has been eating people for four thousand years, I only understand it today. I have been among them for many years; my eldest brother was taking care of the housework, and my sister happened to be dead, so he might as well have been with us in the meals, secretly feeding them to us. I may not have accidentally eaten a few slices of my sister's Meat, now it’s my turn...With four thousand I have been cannibalizing for many years. Although I didn’t know it at the beginning, I understand now that it’s hard to see real people! ThirteenChildren who have never eaten people , or is there more? Save the child... < span style="font-family: 宋体,楷体;">April 1918.
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